May

Yes, friends, I changed my mind. Not really sure why I should waste your time with my daily random thoughts. I decided that if I want to be thankful I can do it on my own. Without the need to explain to the outside what and why. See you when I feel there's something worth saying. 

Peace out. 

18.April: neighbours

So we moved. And as usual it was all perfect until we heard the neighbours. Their awful nasty language, their constant yelling, their god awful children screaming like animals... We felt life was never going to be calm again. And we heard them throughout the day. No rest. We were desperate. 

And what happened? Allah called them, Mohamed summoned them, they loaded a truck yesterday and moved the fuck out! Fucking nasty neighbours! Gone! 

There must be a force after all! Weirdly the force of disdain and desparation must have driven them away. But I'll pray to Allah tonight and thank him for getting them the hell away from us! 

Salammajulam!

7.April: religon is dead!

Today I celebrate the death of religion! It's gone! Hardly any idiot believes in this wretched plague for humanity and Earth. And if you praise Jesus, Moses, Mohammed or Allah, you are part of a dying breed! Fuck you and goodbye! Die!

4.April: I'm a pretty good designer

Work poster. All my doing. I'm not too shabby. 

3.April: tables

Love going all out for guests! 

This was just the beginning of a good ole 6-hour Bulgarian dinner. And it was exhausting. 

..ooh and the pizza picnic in the new neighboring park was pretty nice. 

2.April: some days just suck

This was one of them. 

...

Although we did play a silly zombie game with friends and ate delicious Indian food..

31.March: nights

Nights on our new balcony:). Like!

30.March: yelling

Today I am grateful for saying what is on my mind. Yelling at idiots on service jobs when they are clearly completely wrong...there's something about fighting for your rights that I love. 

Here's one to all struggles for justice!

29.March: how do you take a minute when you are exhausted?

You don't. 

My five minutes per day exercise made me feel shitty instead of grateful this month.

A submitted her phd thesis, we moved house, S had some school drama, there was but a minute for me to catch up with anything. 

So where's the balance in my project? How can I manage not to feel like shit if exhaustion and guilty for not posting here? Hmm may be part of the lesson I am trying to discover and learn. 

Will keep trying. 

15.March: exhausted

Well, I am thankful for being alive. At this moment I have been with a sinus infection for about a month, I hurt my back carrying everything we own because we are also moving (slowly) as of last week, and I've worked harder than ever. Obviously my desire to post a thankful message each day will nit work but let's see how long it lasts until I give up again. 

Thanks, Marto for reminding me to write ;)

(PS:This onion sees everything)

8.March: datenight

Wow an awesome datenight with my awesome girl! Can't beat that! Happy international women's day girls!

7.March: I knew I would lose it!

No time. Argh. Let's keep trying!